“Know how sublime a thing it is to suffer and be strong.” ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Nov

A Comedy of Errors

Posted by sliloh Published in Blog

I was working on this theme and I really loved it but was despairing that I’d never manage it. The issue with not being able to refresh my edited blog in any browser came from super-cache! Apparently they are having some issues with it. Then there was the issue of every time I activated this [...]

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Nov

Donate to Salvation Army

Posted by sliloh Published in Musings

Times are tough and donations are way down so The salvation Army Headed online! I’m going to atempt to add this in a widget since their get widget thing didn’t actually get me a widget I think this is a brilliant idea on their part for those of us who do everything online.

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Nov

I have gremlins

Posted by sliloh Published in Computer

In my computer, I swear I do. I was playing around with a new theme and it was messing my widgets up badly, so I deleted a bunch of them. But could I get Firefox to see they were deleted? Hell no! Clear private data, nope, doesn’t work. Close Firefox and run CCleaner, nope, it [...]

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Nov

Happy Thanksgiving!

Posted by sliloh Published in Borderline Personality Disorder, Musings

I’m thankful I’m not a turkey! Hope your day is wonderful and yummy I’m also thankful that my furnace is working once again!

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Nov

My fickle furnace

Posted by sliloh Published in Musings

It’s dead again. I’m pretty sure I’m going to have to spring for a new one. I may just desert this house. It is a balmy 19 degrees here right now. Thus far, I have been without heat more than with it this winter. I’m freaking depressed. This house doesn’t even have the decency to [...]

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Nov

I remember laughter

Posted by sliloh Published in Good stuff

I remember playing who sank the boat in Miranda’s pool.

I remember going to Niagara Falls on a whim to show my kids how you could have a rainbow without rain.

I remember when Miranda told me she had a bug in her ear and I said impossible. So I got a flashlight and shined it in [...]

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Nov

Forgiveness

Posted by sliloh Published in Depression, Musings

Sometimes that’s a pretty hard thing. Especially forgiving myself. What do I need forgiving for? Being mentally ill, being so depressed that I couldn’t hold it together for my own kids. I know it was beyond my control so why can’t I forgive myself? I think I’m a pretty forgiving person, if it had been [...]

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Nov

Life, have a slice of me

Posted by sliloh Published in Depression, Mental illness

Once, back when my depression was a minor thing and I still believed in myself, I could handle anything thrown at me. Need to work 12 or 16 hours to earn my paycheck? No problem. Need to do it while dealing with a screaming baby? Still no problem. Squeeze in an hour to take my [...]

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